i was feeling kinda weird today.  anxious.  maybe because i forgot to eat [oops].  had some frustrations with a friend, Shaya is at the farm with my parents, so i miss her, but it feels like more than that.  i want to hide for some reason.

i’m listening to Nickelback.  i love Nickelback.  they’re one of my all-time favorites.

i’m still anxious, though.  supposed to go to a book study at church tonight, and i feel like i don’t want to go.  i have no idea why, though.  i just want to stay home and pray, or write, or listen to music, or all three.

i dunno.  it’s almost like a feeling of anticipation, like maybe things are changing but i don’t know if it’s a good or bad change.  ugh.

it’s almost time to go.  i guess maybe i’ll write more later.