i was feeling kinda weird today. anxious. maybe because i forgot to eat [oops]. had some frustrations with a friend, Shaya is at the farm with my parents, so i miss her, but it feels like more than that. i want to hide for some reason.
i’m listening to Nickelback. i love Nickelback. they’re one of my all-time favorites.
i’m still anxious, though. supposed to go to a book study at church tonight, and i feel like i don’t want to go. i have no idea why, though. i just want to stay home and pray, or write, or listen to music, or all three.
i dunno. it’s almost like a feeling of anticipation, like maybe things are changing but i don’t know if it’s a good or bad change. ugh.
it’s almost time to go. i guess maybe i’ll write more later.