So I’ve realized that I need a place to vent. E-mail is okay, except that sometimes I just want to whine like a fiend, and when you whine in an e-mail, people tend to respond. This is considerably more public, and yet less likely to be read and commented upon.
Weird, I know, but there you go. What I need here is a place to go to get rid of some of the words that are trying to make my head explode. I’m living at the farm [AKA my parents’ house] with my husband, my kids, my dogs, my brother, and my parents. That’s eight humans and two dogs. In a three bedroom house. It’s enough to try the sanity of any person, and since I’m half nuts already, I’m in trouble, you know?
I’m far, far away from all my friends, so my face-time [and therefore talking time] is seriously curtailed. I recently joined Facebook, and realized that I need to write more. Facebook seems to be something for short updates and a way to keep in touch with people, which is cool, but if you know me, you know I am completely incapable of being short and to the point.
As always, anyone is welcome to read this thing, but be aware that this is my place to vent my feelings, which means it will come out all wrong, and way more vehement than I really feel [exaggeration helps me calm down. so sue me]. so I’m really not asking for any in depth analyzing of my motives or deep conversation.
I just want to whine and write random shit and not have to worry about having to answer for my behavior. Maybe it’s not the best thing to have a public blog for, but it’s what I need right now, okay?